- My eldest brother got married in December! I was so excited I ended up buying more dresses than I needed because when I thought I've found THE dress, I come across another THE dress FML. Anyway doesn't matter what dress I wore because stupid PMS ruined it! I had been on a diet prior the wedding because I wanted to look good because I know there's going to be like people from my parent's kampung to our kampung basically everyone that I know and don't even know is going to be there. So my diet seems to be working and I was so excited and all UNTIL I realized my period is going to be 3 days before the wedding and that means BLOATEDNESS to the MAX fmlfmlfml. I looked like I was having a pau in the oven T_T Actually nola I was being dramatic what I meant is I didn't look like what I pictured myself to be lorh. I looked, well, not thin :( When are scientists going to invent a pill that stops menstruation but yet still makes us fertile and able to conceive, huh?! It's so freaking unfair and I HATE period. Period.
Me and my chao ah beng. LOL.
- I adopted a dog in October from Petfinder and gave up for adoption on Petfinder again 3 weeks later -_- Okay, before you start accusing me of being a bad owner and undeserving of pet or any living thing at all, I have reasons okay. She was a 3 month old Jack Russell crossed with no-idea-what but I didn't care because I've wanted a dog so badly and I know the kids are going to love it too.
This was when I just got her home
This was after 3 weeks
See how different she looked in just 3 weeks time? I nurtured her with love and time even though I hardly have time to comb my own hair fml. She was a very smart dog. Seriously, she learned 'sit' in like 5 minutes and fetch in less than 30 minutes ( talking about her now is making me emo wtf) It took me almost 2 weeks to potty trained her and that means bringing her out to the balcony 4 times a day and sit there for a whole 45minutes while I wait for her to eliminates and then cheer like as if I hit the jackpot. She was smart, obedient and not to mention, adorable. So what is the problem?
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It started with a minor cough and flu and then it worsen and developed into Pneumonia. Her blood was taken and she was x-rayed and then we were told that her blood was also infected with a type of virus called Mycoplasma. In severe cases it could go up to the brain and caused death! We were devastated and worried sick and her peds insisting an admittance only make matter worse. At this point I got very angry with her previous peds that we've been bringing her to because he didn't do a thorough examination and also refused to prescribe a cough syrup for her despite me keep on telling him about it. He let it deteriorated into THIS. Anyway, she got admitted for 8 days and during this time I have to juggle between my baby and the dog because the husband isn't really fond of her. The dog, not his baby obviously. So imagine this : Me having to go home in between taking care of Isabelle only to find the dog dirty and smelly in her cage because she's stepped on the poops and it's all over the place. Not only I have to clean her up, I also have to clean her cage up and it's like fucking hard to clean okay with shits stuck in between tiny metal wires. Cleaning up was one thing but what I couldn't tolerate was the look on her face when I'm leaving the house again. She looked so sad :( I feel awful for having to neglect her but it's not like I had a choice. But anyway, long story short, after some very serious thinking, I decided to give her to someone who is more available, physically and mentally. Also, adoption is the only option as I can't risk letting Isabelle contracted the virus again. The moment I put her profile up on Petfinder my phone got bombarded with calls and texts I didn't even have time to reply them all. Eventually I gave her to a uni student who is staying in Subang Jaya and she's been keeping me updated from time to time with pictures and videos of her. Phew.
On a sidenote, a week later I saw a news that was circulating on Facebook and it was about this 1 year old baby who also got infected with Mycoplasma and it went to her brain and after a surgery to release the pressure in her skull, they touched a nerve and she became half-paralysed! I was FLABBERGASTED. To think that my baby just recovered from the exact virus and what could've possibly happen if we didn't have it diagnosed early. I looked at the picture of the little girl laying in the hospital bed unconscious with bandages around her head and her face was swollen from the surgery and I thought to myself "This could have been my baby." My heart shattered just looking at the picture. If God really does exist, this is one of the many things that I will never understand why He let happen. Tragic happening to pure, innocent child :( I pray that against all odd and impossibilities, she will recover from it and go back to being a happy and playful child.
