Part II : The longest finger of them all

Last Friday, I was on my way to fetch Amberly to school in a somewhat semi-conscious and blur state. I came to a junction to make a turn on my right, and as there were too many cars coming from the opposite, I didn't realize there was a biker too so I step on my accelerator and upon realizing the biker I stepped on my break immediately causing the car to nudge a little. Ok, before you start judging and stereotyping me as LOUSY FEMALE DRIVER I would like to explain that I am usually a very skillful driver (I swear I take less than 2minutes for side parking I swear!), but I guessed I was too tired that particular morning. I probably wouldn't even noticed if Ian Somerhalder were waving at me then ok FINE that, I will never missed =.=

But hey, people make mistakes, right? Especially people who have 2 kids (make that 3 since the mister is also the sloppiest person I've ever met), an online business, who only gets 4hrs of sleep on average and who is still home-sick even after moving to another state for almost 5years T_T 

Ok, dah mula offtrack dah.

Anyway, so I managed to stop even before he reached the spot where my car was at (he was incoming) and, startled, I quickly raised my right hand and do the sorry signal trying to apologise to the motorcyclist. By this time, I could see that he's a Malay probably in his mid-twenties with a dark, tanned skin.

That is when he gave me THE finger. Ya, kena guna adjektif untuk yg itu sbb dia lebih popular daripada Elizabeth Taylor. The finger! Not the mamat.   =.=

                                                                      Nothing this cute.

In fact, he was giving me this really psychotic look on his face he was actually smiling while flashing his finger the whole time he ride pass me. It was that look of the pedophile you see in The Hills Have Eyes gives.

GROSSNESS OVERLOAD

 

 

And to be honest, I was so close to stepping on my accelerator to the floor in hope that I will bang the SOB and sent him flying with brain juice spattered out (probably very little like 1oz). Instead, I just shook my head and drive away. (eh ceh ceh, tahap kesabaran sdh meningkat all thanks to my lovely daughters finally boleh nampak hikmah disebalik mempunyai anak yg nakal sgt)

Why didn't I at least wind down the window and take 20cent and throw at him, kan?

Truthfully, I would LOVE to. I mean, it's easier to resort to anger and screw the whole world than having to hold it in for 5minutes which, btw, I swear to god feels like 5 days, right? Swallowing is so hard sometimes it's easier to spit. I thought about it for awhile, then I found the answer behind my shocking reaction (ya, sungguh shocking ok in fact almost miracle sbb biasanya sy dah baling kasut takpun baling used tisu cis)

The truth is, I've come to realized that assholes are everywhere. And they come in all shapes and sizes, too. Not just malay, chinese or indian but in every race. They are uncategorized. Obviously, countering hate with more hate is if from what I've seen and learnt, bad in every way. Therefore, on that particular morning, I decided that if I want a change, then I should be the change first (amboi, macam slogan dari mana nie ya? Lol) Bottom line is, there are too many people in this world that will probably aggravate us and we will never have the sufficient rage to really hate each and everyone of them. So, why bother hating? Don't misunderstood, I pon ada resent sesetengah orang tp setakat resent shj takde sampai cursing dia bankrap la, tarak anak la, tertelan tulang ikan la takdeeeeeee. Purely resentment, because without hate we will never know what love is like (excuse me can you pls stop quoting quote trololol)


Anyway! These are all my personal opinions and advice. Everyone is free to decide on what they like and doesn't.


But the main question is,

What will YOU do if someone gives you the finger?

Saje nak guna dia sb nama dia pun Adele
(Mesti copy nama I sb nama I like so glamor like that, kan?) 

 

 

LOL

First Post! Part I

Ok, seriously, I have no idea why I started this blog when I hardly even have time to steam a fish. But I was reading a few of my favorite blogs the other day and I was telling my sister on Whatsapp about how much I love this one blogger and tetiba saje she went "Why don't you blog, too?"

Hence, this crap "blog" (I would prefer to call it a non-existent piece of crap as I think I will probably get like one visitor in 3years (even that visitor must have stumbled upon my blog as a result from googling 'Mamypoko'.))